| Brighid Practicing before the Divisional Meet |
Unless kids are diving over the winter it is really tough to perform at a high level during the summer season. After watching a few meets you quickly realize who is diving year round and who is just getting into their summer groove.
It is incredibly hard for me to watch kids dive. I instinctively want to coach them and make them better. I participate during the summer by judging at most dual meets and also at the Divisional and All Star events.
I was really taken aback this past week at the Divisional meet. I was judging some of the older kids and I was one of 5 judges giving scores. On a particularly sloppy dive - my score was a few points lower than some of the others. One of the summer divers was within earshot and was commenting to their friend that I obviously did not have any idea how difficult the dive was. I am pretty sure they knew I could hear them - and it ticked me off.
Later in the day I was trying to understand why I allowed his comment to get to me. After all - he was just a kid. All he saw was a 52 year old Dad throwing up scores that he did not agree with.
In my head I am still a diver. I know how the dive is supposed to be done - and how it feels. I have a somewhat visceral reaction every time I see a kid dive. When the dive is announced I am already playing through my head the steps. Hurdle, reach, throw, spin.......extend and REACH for the bottom. I can hear the muffled applause from under water and the excitement of breaking the surface to see the scores.
This return to diving has me restless - and thinking about getting back into shape. Can I still dive? I have a lot to think about. Stay tuned.
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